Missing You So Much
My Dearest Zayana,Every month that passes just seems to get harder and harder. Yesterday would have been your 8 month birthday and I just miss you so much. I miss you more now than I did on that day...
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My Little Zayana,I pray that your mommy finds peace. She has been having such a difficult time since you’ve been gone. She loves you very much and just misses you so. It pains me that I cannot do...
View ArticleDaddy's Girl
Precious Baby Girl,One of my favorite things about our time together was watching you and your daddy interact. Oh my goodness! Such love! I got a greater glimpse into our Heavenly Father's love for us...
View ArticleStumped and sad
Dearest Z,I was thinking hard today of something inspirational to say. I wanted to incorporate something touching about remembering 9/11 and you and grief and the lives we live today. I tried to...
View ArticleYour Prayers Are Needed
To everyone that prayed for our family I would like to express my whole hearted thanks. But now I would like to ask you all for more prayers, not for us but for another family. We have been following...
View ArticleSeptember 19th: Two Years/Five Months
My Dearest Munchers,Oh how I miss you so! Yesterday was one of those bitter sweet days. I was trying real hard to be happy, and for most of the day I was. Let me explain a little as to why I was...
View Article9 Months
My dearest Zayana,Daddy has been thinking of you all morning. I have been thinking about how today is your 9 month birthday! I am sending you a big, big 9 month birthday wish and hung. I wish that I...
View ArticleYour Mommy's Birthday
My Sweet Little Girl Zayana Grace,Hi Munchers! Last time I wrote you was on your 9 month birthday and to tell you of your little brother. Today I want to talk to you about another special day for us....
View ArticleHappy Birthday
Happy birthday to the prettiest, smartest little girl I know. At 12:47am one year ago today you changed our lives for the better. We love you and miss you so much Munchers! Hapoy birthday to my dear...
View ArticleA Year in Retrospect
A year ago our daughter Zayana Grace was born. Its hard to imagine that a year has passed since that early morning on December 23rd. Everyday I replay that day in my head and it helps to bring me...
View ArticleIn Z's Memory
Since Z's passing Chris and I have talked about what we were going to do to memorialize our daughter. We know that we wanted to give back as we recieved so much love, help, and inspiration throughout...
View ArticleMerry Christmas
Merry christmas Munchers, daddy and mommy miss you very much! You would have looked so pretty in your Christmas dress. Love you mija!
View ArticleDecember 24th and 25th, 2010
On December 24th I was able to compose myself and finally remember to record some video of our Z. I remember this day specifically because she was more awake on this day than the 23rd and more...
View ArticleDecember 23, 2010 Slideshow
The Christmas season is now offically over and things are starting to get back to "normal" for Chris and I. We had some tough times over the holiday week, especially on Christmas Eve and New Years...
View ArticleDecember 24, 2010 Slideshow
Here is the slideshow for the 24th, Zayana's second day on this Earth. She had lots of family come and visit her this day and while each person came in with low spirits, they left feeling full of...
View ArticleThe New Year
Here we are into 2012 and it still does not feel different. I am hoping that 2012 will be a better year. I already know it is. Chris and I are having a quite night at home thinking about the last year...
View ArticleJanuary 1, 2011
Dearest Munchers,Today a year ago a miracle happened. Today a year ago after 9 days of wondering if you would live to see another day we were able to take you home. I remember it so clear. Today a...
View ArticleMore Zayana Videos
Good morning my little Munchers,Its another day in a new year and I still miss you lots. I know that this feeling will never go away and I actually hope I never will. I know that as time passes the...
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